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4th-Dec-2012 01:08 am - Wow.
It's been nearly a year since I last posted here. Going through some of my old posts, I see what big dreams I had for the future and how excited I was about finishing school and leaving home and starting a new life. Well, I'm happy to report that the future is finally here, and in 55 days I'm moving to a new city where I'll go to university and hopefully obtain a degree in English literature. Reading some of my older posts, I saw that I planned to leave for Japan this year. Sadly, I had to put that dream on ice for a while, but that doesn't mean that it won't happen. Looking back at my younger self, I think of all the lessons I've learned and how far I've come from being an insecure young girl to being, well, an insecure older girl. A lot has changed in my life since I last posted here, but in some ways, a lot has stayed the same. I hope that when I do finally move out next month, it will be as wonderful as I imagined, and that I am not just trading one sad town for another. I just felt like I needed to make this post in order to assess where I have been in life, where I am at present, and also where I am (hopefully) going.
7th-Jun-2011 11:55 pm - I’m tired.
I’m tired of not being pretty or skinny enough according to society’s standards. I’m tired of not being intelligent enough in the fields that other people deem important. Basically, I’m tired of being shunned for being different. How can people tell you to be yourself, and then reject you for doing just that? I can’t embrace who I am, because right now, I’m ashamed of that person. Even though I know I shouldn’t be.
2nd-Jun-2011 09:36 pm(no subject)
It is so cold. I have painted my fingernails purple to hide the fact that they have actually become purple.
18th-May-2011 09:19 pm - Wow
I apologize for being MIA for so long. Not that I have much to tell though. Other than the fact that school is keeping me too busy to think about much else, nothing interesting has happened since I last wrote here. It somehow feels like nothing ever does. I did, however, receive a puppy from my uncle. She's cute and lovely and everything else that puppies are, and I daresay I love her to bits. I'm also kind of freaking out about the upcoming exams, because apparently they are the ones that will determine whether I get into university or not. Not that I'm very keen on going to university to begin with. Anyway, in other news, I woke up this morning with a bitch of a cold, but luckily today was voting day, ergo no school. I decided to use the time to do my History project (due Friday, might I add). After a writing frenzy of four hours, I ended up with a measly two pages. And I forgot that I have a math test tomorrow as well.

Sometimes I wonder if people are still interested in the crap I say here, or if they ever were.

5th-May-2011 06:35 pm(no subject)
I feel like I haven't posted here in a while. For the record, I am still very much alive, even though I'd rather be dead at the moment.
15th-Apr-2011 11:27 pm - So
I can’t ingest anything without it coming right back out. Yay.
10th-Apr-2011 10:31 am(no subject)
After two weeks away from school, I feel like I never want to go back. Sadly, tomorrow, I have to.
8th-Mar-2011 09:32 pm - So it's official
I'm going to quit my job
11th-Jan-2011 05:18 pm(no subject)
I start 11th grade tomorrow. If I could have my way I would be out of school and on a plane out of the country.
31st-Dec-2010 10:35 pm(no subject)
I can't believe another year is over. Wow.
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